January 2010
tired.
new year i hope your fucking good. i want my woman and fighting, my fam to.
but lately they trippin, my pop why give in? wtf man but i understand its your wife. but you guys gotta stop being stuck in your way and saying you expierenced it. this is good for me you guy cant accept that what is it? really what is it that bothers you guys that i date her? that im in love with her? fuck her family i...
this is how i like it.
this is how it’s suppose to be
now you heard...
i don’t get it, my moms been on a power struggle all this week mad at ME lil ol me for no reason, so don’t matter to me but i heard it.
“you don’t control you, i control what you do”-she said
but you want me to grow up, but i can’t cause when i try and act to you want to pull i’m the fucking mother shit.
it’s and it shouldn’t be like that.
...
December 2009
again.
so the day is exausghting.
well i drove. allot, and i ran, far. and i’m super sore.
i hope new years is good, and my time with her is even better.
aiight well i’m good.
“i want it all i never learned how to share.”
– drizzy drake rodgers.
up
at the fucking crack of dawn. bout to get ready to do that run along the beach with jayboogiebot!
i hope she’s feeling better i feel bad cause i did blow her back out haha x] and did get her sick cuase i was a lil sick. but she said it was okay because it was fun in the process.
that’s all that matters. i love you tatiana chaunte<3
today
was good, i didn’t get to see her but other than that it was good, my mom was bitching though, hella annoying.
got my shoes x] tk society’s and gold and black premire dunks x]
worked out TWICE TODAY hahaha i’m officially not a fat ass anymore. me and my nigga jayboogiebot! tommarow is another day though, gonna get my muscle milk and pillls. hahaha
first gonna run the beach...
Yeah Yeah
so my plan to work out didn’t go well this morning. it was just tooo damn cold.
I saw my pic on FUCKYEAHNIKES! haha pree stooked.
boos goin out, i think i might just work out do somtin real quick.
finally
worked out hahaha, it started slow. today was nice. ran, saw the boo, showered me, and then worked out, notice i’m slow still,
like she said thins are starting good. i love her,
now i’m waiting for food, and i want to eat!
today
was nice, nice lil outting with my boo, slowly reconnecting.
she tried to spoil me, but i guess i’m exspensive hahaha, she bought me a hat x]
after we fought fo some godiva.
and then we went and tried to get some food, she wanted chick fil a bbbbbbuuuuuttttt
they close on sundays hahaha poor boo if you saw what i saw, she was sad, it was super cute. then we decided sushi. pree calm....
this
mac is making me start all over.
i miss her.
starting off
the day rough, it dont matter i guess. it is what it is, and its always gonna happen till it gets better, which seems like itll never be. ill never be able to get anything out of it but i was the problem. so stage 4 of mental thinking: everything happens to me.
thanks.
i'm on
my new mac book!
this shit is so fucking confusing,
and i miss the shit outta you, i wish you can be up on this ichat.
talk to me
kcufreginald@aim.com
the dream
we have two time world kickboxing k1 champion reggie scott on yankee field and he would like to annouce a message…….
wil tatiana chaunte robinson change her last name to marry me?
and the crowd goes wild!!!!!!!
and she says: FUCK NO!
and the footage is youtubed, he failed.
scary dream huh?
dont tell
me what im doing is the easy way out cause if it was? i would of left you and didnt have to deal with the constant drama day in and day out everyday after they found out, THEN i would have left you easy way out. dont tell me that shit. you noe i love you but reasons you have against me youd never see the change till you d stop being this weird person who play like she loves me gives me the huggs...
It's like..;
as you get older you want less things, well in my case.
this christmas i wanted shoes and a belt. my parents totally surprised me with the newst mac book out x]
SO DOPE! but i can’t touch it till it has a full charge of 24hrs my filipino mother tells me.
but yeah i member i wanted a shit load for christmas, all the toys!
now it’s like yeah id like the new ipod touch, or a new...
So...
this is it? i guess thats what were doing since i don’t have a choice if i still want us.
shoped today with her, well just got her what she wanted. haha and all i got was a kiss. how sweet. haha yeah yeah breaking traditions. iDGAF. this is a pickle.
my winter got colder.
guess mary and her four friends will accompany me this christmas.
‘i miss you, and your not a bitch, your a...
Feeling like...
that one nigga off to the side. don’t mind him he don’t do anything. haha
feelin like a lost person with a map.
feeling alone in a room full of niggas.
WTF is up? that’s wack wish i went.
watching he’s just not that into you.
cause that’s what my life has reduced to .
Running, training, CallOfDutyMW2
tango sucka!
“why can’t it be the...
So confused.
is this the time where were suppose to be weird or is there somtin more?
i’m confused from what signals your giving me and what signals were giving.
i’m tired of thinking and worrying about it, so why can’t you just be blunt.
you noe i have a short fuse for stuff like this so why play me on it. is it fixed or is it just another day?
say someething.
Uh, we just gonna keep it goin’ and goin’, until I feel completed and happy about it…You know? Uh, Opus of a ghetto boy who grew into a project man Brewster Place, he used to stick his scissors in his sockets damn, clear that Project Runway, ‘cause this is where my rocket lands, ain’t got no problems, Houston, I A.K.A. then rocket land. Events recent that lit a fire under...
Slow day
“The camera can’t even slow me down”
as you can see i’m trying to post everyday.
well today was nice. me and my lil bro noi noi and big sis went to Home Town Buffet. pree fun, then to chuckie cheese. that shit was dope x] spent a shit load hahaha.
mad the fact that in the morning i felt like shit! god, fucking sucked.
well i’m good, were good. right?
it’s...
Tango SUCKA!
Call Of Duty MW2
it’s fucking addictive.
today was surprising, asb conventions was dope pree fun pree fun.
i miss her. well chilling wit NOI NOI
‘switching to your side arm is faster then reloading.’
Fuck you x] hello world.
YOU.....
effect me in every way shape and form, it may not show all the time but you do. and it hurts, haha atleast this did, trying to block shots and thinking bout you is hard. i figured that goin to the gym is my one way ticket to freedom from you, but after every combo and punch i landed tonight i looked over at the bench searching for you to smile or quinch. i’m still in love with you, IN love...
Mid Day.
so i deffinitly saw you. and deffinitly was stumbled.
Today was another day what can i say. thanks for the concerns and love yall haha i’m all good in the hood.
figured i cut it all off, like a restart, one way of letting go.
slowly letting go, yes i am, but it’s fucking lame.
you just don’t noe.
now though focused on the hood x]
gonna go to the playground, see if i can...
Always the bad guy...
yes that’s me i guess, cause what i thought was my gurlfriend suppose to be my future doesn’t feel she loves me.
whats the point of a break?!?! i’m so puzzled.
a break is somtin young couples do in the begining to reassure they want to spend a long time with somebody. so why are we having one now?
let me guess, from what you told me……
: cause i talked to two...
never ending
it’s wack this whole concept, okay so you didn’t get your break but why do you need one in the first place? married people don’t take breaks? shit if you say your so botteled up with shit i did to you and all that, what about me? what if i do that same stuff?!?! what if all the dissappointments or all the fuck ups, all the times i’m making time from me to see you risking...
Really?!
you must be insane.
today wasn’t that much fun after 10 38 am
a year and months now.
and you drive me fucking crazy, this isn’t neccary if we act like it’s nottins wrong.
but aiiight. i love you even still.
Parents are redunculous, and being in my position doesn’t help an only child gets all the hits, especially when you have to choose sides.
STOP BEING...
nights end....
so i just did a light run with jayboogie bot! told a few stories haha. nice breezy day my soreness lightened up. tommarow looking forward to it all. not much excitment my lil diary. but tommarow shall be better. goodnight newyork! goodnight caliente.
‘and even though were so called complicated” you cant deny me x) just like i cant you’
just waiting...
just waiting to see what’s good. cause i miss her, the bool is wack. what we doing then? don’t matter. stop playing gurl.
Start of the day......
its cold as fuck!!!! things are wack. and im tired. i wish i was warm. and i wish i had some food. i guess ill leave that for now.
god damn.....
so end of my restless day. ive been putting epic posts but they got deleted. yesterday was epic, spared bunch of hawaiians, took em to the deep end. and then slept my soreness off. today woke up and went to the mall with jayboogybot! cruising. came home and watched a couple flicks laughing at him sleeping. throughout the whole day the moms has been a bitch. fuck periods! females die slow. and on a...
Enddddd.....
well it was a amusing day today. nice start good, work day and started the long wait. still sore as hell but tommarow i gotta get over it cause it’s back in with the big boys. well the night was good, FASHBASH was pree dope GREAT TALENT. kinda bad models. i knew he was gay hahaha BAKLA IN THE HOUSE. my nigga @sw33zy7 was rocking the mic. dope as fuck. my gurls funny. holla at my twitter...
Finally!!!!!
haha got tumblr for my blackberry. today so far was good. rainny sucks. eating fried rice though x) i missed her so much today. super fucking sore though thank eddie roa from team loco in pacific beach. and jayboogiebot! haha i face is pulsating nigga!!!!! well got somtin planned for tonight with the boo and my lil cus. fashbash for school. hope its worth the 5 bucks haha
A good day....
walking down that road….
well a good day good work, finnally played with the big boys. x] days was great.
gonna sleep it off, last words…
i’m comming back bitch, and i’m taking whats mine.
“what’s a star without his number one fan?-drizzy drake rodgers.”
– that’s true, stay my fan baby as i will stay yours.
day comming to a end...
so i might as well tell everything….
woke up looked at the clock and turned it off, 5:40, fuck me, it’s cold as fuck and another school day. but good news, late start. but i wanted to meet up with the boo bout some coffee she owes me haha. i love that woman, even though were goin through what were goin through, the lil things just happen to make it feel like the begining all over...
What it do...
so i got on it. and i wonder why people get these things and tell everybody bout their life, it dont matter. well today was nice and calm. funny made me feeel like a kid again, miss that, all hood though. gonna run now duces.
